I am seriously addicted to watching TV series. I just can't get enough of it. I keep on watching another episode after another.Especially when it loads like super fast! I just have to love watching every single series these Americans create. Its like magic. It hypnotizes you.
Well, at least that's how i feel towards all the series i've been watching religiously.
Since i've been watching all these series and i think on my defense its perfectly normal for you to start having all these imaginations and fantasies about having your life just like theirs. I always tend to do so or shall i say i always fantasize my life to be either way like one of the many series i watch.
It gets real somehow when you keep having those fantasies and then you just start talking like them and acting like them. I don't think its a bad influence but too much might just turn you into one weirdo whose life is based on TV series that might or might not be based on real events and that is just scare the shit out of me.
I have to admit that i keep having fantasies and hoping one fine day that my life would just turn out to be the same or similar to one of my favourite acts. It would be just great to have it that way. Life on screen seem so perfect. I just wish mine was one. I'm asking for too much am i?
Oh but how could you deny all those good things in life they get? You can't just watch and have no feelings towards any of the characters or the acts they put up. I'm pretty sure that you'll be envious and deep down hope that your everyday life would be totally the same. Its like watching a musical and you just have to sing along to the songs. Like watching Glee and the episode was about Britney Spears and she is definitely a POP Queen and i grew up listening to her.
I can't stop watching these TV series and dramas. I am so into it. I can practically spend my entire weekends just watching all of them if i could. I can't imagine life without these shows. It would be plain and dull and how's that supposed to be when my life is filled with colors of the rainbows.
I now officially pronounce myself a US TV SERIES ADDICT and i'm proud of it BITCH.
Much love,
Affyq
xoxo.
so like i said i wanted to tell you more about the people there right?well, i am going to do just that today.
coming from different parts of background and ethnic groups,
there's bound to be one who is annoying, irritating, disgusting, smelly, loud, uncivilized
and not forgetting the one who speaks as if the world belongs to them.
so many different characters being put in one place.
and one has to adapt to all these different characters and personalities.
its really a challenge for some of us to communicate with someone who is so way different than us.
others who is open minded may find it more easier to handle the situation.
for myself, i feel that i am doing okay with my squad mates.
but who cares, its only 3 months and we're done.
we gonna be posted out to different division and we're on to our own life.
and start to make new friends again.
anyways, like i said there's so many weird individuals down there.
and when i meant weird it means they look weird.
one look like squidward and the other look like a third world country guy.
so many different individuals.
how am i suppose to survive with that.
i know it seems like i'm complaining alot.
but i can't help it.
i really hate it there.
i just can't go on anymore.
if only i could.....
but i'll be in deep shit if i were to do that
and further more its not worth it in the long run.
anyways, this is just a few things that i've encounter in the past 3 weeks.
i'm sure there's more things that is bound to happen.
and i'm going to jot it all down.
definitely.
i'll talk to you soon.
Much Love,
Affyq
xoxo.
its the time of the year where every boy is going to turn into a man.that's how they depicts it should be.
i don't know whether i am really turning myself into one.
right now my mind is totally switch off.
its not an option most of the boys that i know wants to go through.
its not that we have a choice or whatsoever.
its COMPULSORY. that word disgusts me already.
i am really having a hard time in there.
i don't know whether some are having the time of their life.
but as for me i totally want to get it over and done with.
i really wish i own a time machine so i could just fast forward my till 2012.
so there's so many things that are happening in there.
and some sadly makes me unable to point out which i am really bummed about it.
i could really list all the dislikes that i have right now. it would be a really long list.
while there's nothing much to like about it. zero.
what made me even bummed out about this whole transition that i'm going through is that i don't have FABULOUS HUMAN BEINGS around me.
its just really dull and boring people being brought together for one purpose.
it makes the place not LIVELY.
right now i just feel deprived of everything that i use to have.
my life is plain and not as colourful as it use to be.
i don't want to feel tired 24/7.
i want to spend a STUPENDOUS time with my loved ones.
however things that happen there drained me out so bad.
i really wish i could have my girlfriends around me.
i'm sure it would make my life there so much fun.
i miss you girls.
thats about it. i've got to go get ready now.
anyways did i tell you i have bunch of UGLY people around me?
how am i suppose to survive that?
UGH.
i'll touch more on that when i come back.
till then.
much love.
Affyq.
xoxo.
graduated happily ever after.
wish you were there too.
