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Friday, February 13, 2009

so much drama.

so many things to update about.
seriously so much drama.

let me just summarize every part of it.
okay here goes.

Saturday 7th March 2009
Evefar's birthday bash.
the birthday bash was awesome okay.
we had a blast.
super tired.
i enjoyed every moment of it.
i love evefar.
she's like my dearest bitch.
well she deserved all the happiness she always wanted.
i love you evefar.
happy birthday KALA.
oops i mean HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVEFAR!
YOU ARE LOVED.

moving on..
to the latest outing was on..
Wednesday 11 February 2009
which happen to be evefar's birthday.
so yea.
went drinking at syura's place.
i meant her work place.
and surprised evefar with another birthday cake.
i'm telling you if i were her i really feel this is the best
year i ever celebrated my birthday.

okay outings is rather over and done with.
but yea.
things that happen recently was...
people who are deprived of social life.
i personally feel that their life evolve only around cyber world.
so to those who find excitement by being someone else at my blog
and dropping unnecessary messages.
please screw yourself with a dildo cos that is more satisfying than
tagging at my blog or anyone else blog being someone you are not.
so just be yourself and dont go around cheating people's feeling.
just tag using your name. i'm sure your name is beautiful.

so every time you want to tag at someone's blog

being someone else.

when that temptations arise

remember to have a dildo with you.

just shove that thing up your ass.

its more pleasurable than faking yourself.

so please.
dont make people hate you okay.
just be yourself.
cos being yourself is beautiful.

and to these thoughts that is killing me.
i want to learn how can i overcome these thoughts.
but for now this is how i feel-
mixed.

i'm not crazy but i'm just a little unwell.
too dangerously in love with you.
wanting to cater to you.
i thought you were eyeing me.
so i ask you to come to me.
but last night was nothing.
you could have called.
i keep bleeding in this love.
i'm running away.
but i just cant.
you're like a star.
just like a star.
i think you shall remain that way.

Mit Liebe...

Affyq

Auf Wiedersehen.

~ thanks for the reality check....fadlee darling...