hello.
its been a while since i updated
so here i am updating my blog.
please be prepared for a long entry.

breathe in.
count from 1 to 10.

now...
where shall i start??

hmm. okays here goes.
everything is doing fine for me so far.
school is doing rather fine.
appreciate the school hours
and its time to really get myself discipline with school.
wake up and go school affyq!

as for work.
i'm still on leave.
god knows when i'm starting work back.
so all i have to do now is
enjoy life as it is for the moment.

and yesterday was awesome-ness awards nite.
i was hoping to win the best part-timer for september.
but i didnt got it.
so yea.
who cares.
overall it was really a nice night out.
but i got tired and tipsy and sleepy.

i was really looking forward to see you.
it was nice to see you so doll up.
okay that sounds as if i'm referring to a lady.
i think this is better-
you look smashing last night.
you make me wanna dance all night.

ooh.
and an entry for you loved one.
happy birthday nur faiqah.
you are 23 now.
still as loud as you are.
still as whiny as you are.
still as irritating as you are.
and this attributes makes me your beloved friend.
and i love you the way you are.
deep down inside you are as sweet as the candy.
i just cant get enough of you.
the moments we shared together.
the "Oprah Winfrey" talk show session.
Q
you're the best.

and and.
timbre was awesome- i meant the food.
the ambiance was rather okay.
but i'm telling you the service suck big time.
but i love the place.
it was really a nice place to catch things up with the one we missed.


and to this special someone.
being in the state i am in right now.
it really pisses me off.
it makes me whine non-stop.
it makes me wonder every single time.
it makes me paranoid.
it makes me go crazy.
it makes me irritated.
it makes me cry.
it makes me love you more.
it makes me miss you everyday.
it makes me untitled.

at this very moment.
i feel that if this is what you want than so be it.
i'm trying to pace up with you.
i am just doing my best to still be there for you.
if i cant take this any longer i would take my leave.
happy 2 months.

and to this anonymous.
go to hell with you.
you disgust me.
the inner side.
but exterior you still manage to make me go
UNSTOPPABLE.
haaaaa.
tapi kan perangai kau stop it siul.
( quote from jaza)
hurhur.

anyways
a shout out to my sister
Rufaidah Ismail
cehh de bah!
congratulations for making it to the next round!
work it sister!

and another shout out to
Evefa's 2nd sister.
You are still childish.
i support evefa human rights campaign against her sister.

thats all love.
till i feel like blogging again.
toodles~