you tend to be defensive towards it and sometimes even get angry about it.
as for me i let the remark get the better of me.
i will get analytical about it.
i'll start pondering whether that remark really describe the way i am.
the way i behave towards people and the way they judge me.
i'm not saying that i only want to hear the good stuffs.
i mean in reality, its not only about the good stuffs.
reality is harsh and that's why comments can really hurts someone's feeling.
i feel dejected, insulted and rather humiliated by the remark.
it affected me so badly.
i was so taken aback by the comment.
it sets me thinking, hence this entry.
i wondered whether i am of no use at all?
or was i just a human being with no adequate knowledge to strive for the better in life.
am i that incompetent that all i do is idle around and do nothing?
am i good-for-nothing?
someone told me that i shouldn't let remarks like this bring myself down.
in fact, you should use the remark as a reverse psychology to motivate you.
to take on the challenge to prove others and most importantly yourself
that you could do better than your current status.
of course its not as easy as said.
life has its ups and downs.
remarks like this could demoralize oneself just like that.
just a word and it can hit you down.
i have yet to improve myself in every aspects of life.
there's alot to explore and discover in life.
and i have yet to learn how to control my emotions and not let it get the better of me.
its tough but i hope that one day i'll achieve it.
well i guess in life you have to go through all sort of things.
if you can't handle it i suppose you can't live that long in this world.
anyways, i have no one else to prove except for myself.
p.s so i think someone is back in your life
xoxo
