its the time of the year where every boy is going to turn into a man.that's how they depicts it should be.
i don't know whether i am really turning myself into one.
right now my mind is totally switch off.
its not an option most of the boys that i know wants to go through.
its not that we have a choice or whatsoever.
its COMPULSORY. that word disgusts me already.
i am really having a hard time in there.
i don't know whether some are having the time of their life.
but as for me i totally want to get it over and done with.
i really wish i own a time machine so i could just fast forward my till 2012.
so there's so many things that are happening in there.
and some sadly makes me unable to point out which i am really bummed about it.
i could really list all the dislikes that i have right now. it would be a really long list.
while there's nothing much to like about it. zero.
what made me even bummed out about this whole transition that i'm going through is that i don't have FABULOUS HUMAN BEINGS around me.
its just really dull and boring people being brought together for one purpose.
it makes the place not LIVELY.
right now i just feel deprived of everything that i use to have.
my life is plain and not as colourful as it use to be.
i don't want to feel tired 24/7.
i want to spend a STUPENDOUS time with my loved ones.
however things that happen there drained me out so bad.
i really wish i could have my girlfriends around me.
i'm sure it would make my life there so much fun.
i miss you girls.
thats about it. i've got to go get ready now.
anyways did i tell you i have bunch of UGLY people around me?
how am i suppose to survive that?
UGH.
i'll touch more on that when i come back.
till then.
much love.
Affyq.
xoxo.
